Såhär summerade jag 2010. Tiden går så fort.
It's time to sum things up, right?
But now when i think about it i can't remember very much from it, guess i havent been very observant while living through it. But a few things do appear.
I lived through the spring only on the longings for the summer. I did have a period somewhere right between winter and spring when the only thing I wanted was to get out of here, leave everyone i know, everything i am. I couldnt find anything that was precious enough to me that would make me stay in this town.
But spring went and summer came, me and my friends in school got closer. Peace&love could have been much better, but one person was there to light the whole thing up and we went through light and darkness, she lost her phone and I lost my clubmasters. But we fought through the shitty puss without.
I ended my summerholiday in Härnösand with my cousins and after that i went to stockholm with good friends.
Somewhere here i began to understand what it was that i didnt want to keep, what I wanted to be, what i wanted to leave behind and what i had to do to become. Everything changed.
Autumn was at my doorstep and i turned 18. Me and my friends became closer then ever. I started to understand what i did put value into, what i was looking for in other people and what i thought was important in life, so i chased after it.
I went through alot of changes within and a friend introduced housemusic to me. I was hooked, but still i couldnt understand why i always wanted change.
The autumn became colder. I met my cousins again and this period ran away with nothing to hold on to. The autumn was suddenly over, my tattoo became the mirror to my heart and soul and the winter had begun. I guess it was somewhere here i understood music was my fire, and i spent alot of time dreaming through my windows at night looking at the stars above. A very good friend appeared 1000 miles away from here, Sidewalk youth was born and now we're suddenly halfway through winter.
But there are a few things im proud of. I found my love in 30stm. I got to now myself better. And i got one HELL of a start for 2011 that can be nothing else then the start to the new me.
I dont want anything to change.
Det är så lustigt vad som har hänt sen dess. Vad jag värderar nu och vad som faktiskt har betytt något sen dess. Idag vet jag att allt som är äkta stannar kvar,
och det har det verkligen gjort.
But now when i think about it i can't remember very much from it, guess i havent been very observant while living through it. But a few things do appear.
I lived through the spring only on the longings for the summer. I did have a period somewhere right between winter and spring when the only thing I wanted was to get out of here, leave everyone i know, everything i am. I couldnt find anything that was precious enough to me that would make me stay in this town.
But spring went and summer came, me and my friends in school got closer. Peace&love could have been much better, but one person was there to light the whole thing up and we went through light and darkness, she lost her phone and I lost my clubmasters. But we fought through the shitty puss without.
I ended my summerholiday in Härnösand with my cousins and after that i went to stockholm with good friends.
Somewhere here i began to understand what it was that i didnt want to keep, what I wanted to be, what i wanted to leave behind and what i had to do to become. Everything changed.
Autumn was at my doorstep and i turned 18. Me and my friends became closer then ever. I started to understand what i did put value into, what i was looking for in other people and what i thought was important in life, so i chased after it.
I went through alot of changes within and a friend introduced housemusic to me. I was hooked, but still i couldnt understand why i always wanted change.
The autumn became colder. I met my cousins again and this period ran away with nothing to hold on to. The autumn was suddenly over, my tattoo became the mirror to my heart and soul and the winter had begun. I guess it was somewhere here i understood music was my fire, and i spent alot of time dreaming through my windows at night looking at the stars above. A very good friend appeared 1000 miles away from here, Sidewalk youth was born and now we're suddenly halfway through winter.
But there are a few things im proud of. I found my love in 30stm. I got to now myself better. And i got one HELL of a start for 2011 that can be nothing else then the start to the new me.
I dont want anything to change.
Det är så lustigt vad som har hänt sen dess. Vad jag värderar nu och vad som faktiskt har betytt något sen dess. Idag vet jag att allt som är äkta stannar kvar,
och det har det verkligen gjort.
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